My history. I started viewing other GWG. If I have remembered correctly, I start viewing GWG since year 1995 . I was age 6. 1995 September. age 6. I had already notice I had GWG surrounding me. I wanted to be friend with a girl weraing something close to minus 6 . But the minus 6 girl turned out to punish me physically, Literally she wanted to conquer or compete with me . I thought a girl wearing minus 6 at age 6 must be difficult enough , why such a peaceful-looking girl must need to somewhat hostile to me, also punish me physically . There, 1995 September thru 1996 June, several girls must be hostile to me. But I have already sensed another several girls are not hostile to me. In 1995 September. I can never stop looking at girls from sideway , front , back or halfway back-side . They may have notice me strange, after several months. Some girls I would only start to view after year 1995 ended. That was year 1996 started. from year 1996 I would be constantly viewing several girls which was allocated side-front to me. Several Girls may not notice my viewing for months. But even a girl may have noticed my viewing. A girl finally decided to ask me directly after 5 years of my viewing. She became curious about me , I was at age 12 , She was also age 12. I calculated she must not want me befriending her, but she was curious for some reason. She wanted to know whether she was attractive to me. Understandable as she was age 12 . She wanted to be attractive. She possibly did not think she was particularly attractive. Her body was a medium small-build Likely becomes overweight in later age. Then I tell her she was actually attractive to me. She appear shocked . But anyway quickly returned curious. She was naturally curious about me. that I was not really aware of her curiosity. She wanted me to tell more of my secrets, about how to be attractive to me. I guessed she was trying to write a book about me. I wonder she guessed I may trying to write a story about her.
I can never stop looking at girls from sideway , front , back or halfway back-side . Whether it was year 1996 or 2000 thru early 2001, or year 2004,
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